Srry for my art recently just feeling absolutely disgusted with myself I don't know how to deal with stuff I guess I'm just at my end

Anyways thnks

FlowerPuke

Just wanna apologize for not responding to ur lovely messages and comments I just get nervous and it takes my nucleus a lot of energy to write back (even though I'm writing this and making art :P) i don't know why it happens but ill try so sorry for if u get notifications and it's just a lot of my replies, again thank you for your support it's means a lot especially right now

Love, FlowerPuke

So I got out and am a lil better now but I got surprised with a lil babi doge and I don't know what to feel so I just cried.

Ngl I feel like I don't deserve him and wanna die but I also don't want to now cuz I wanna see him grow. After I got stung by a bee and it's official I hate and am scared of bees/wasps now. And idk I just feel too much I'm gonna throw up.

And I don't know what to name this lil pup

That's it's thanks for coming to my Ted talk <3

More art soon

About leaving

I didn't realize how much I might have ruined this new account i meant to just post art and spread happiness but guess it caused more harm with my negativity i didnt mean to make yall worry (not that you did cuz who would) but srry .

Months ago i tired to end my life..again but in the process I got banged up and just kinda ruined a lot of my life in more ways than one, kinda paying the price now being unable to create art as much and ruined my relationship with the only person who cared about me but kinda just Healing now physically tho my mind remains the same after all that . Anyways just wanted to say thank you for just sticking around i pushed too many people away already and being back here it feels nice and makes me wanna try to make something nice for once

Also I'd like to apologize for not responding to comments left on my "art" and stuff. But probably in a bit you guys will get a lot of notifications as I catch up on doing just that. I just get overwhelmed and shut down? I guess idk maybe I just get nervous but ill try. And sorry for the strange constant flow of old art I've just decided to erase my old account and just stick to this one so that's why.

Anyways 2 Long didn't read am I right ;P but love u all never thought so many people would think I'd be worth paying attention to

Anywho *digital scribble noises*

<3

Kinda able to draw more now that my body is recovering so hopefully I'll get sum qn a stuff done, I can't really do nice stuff yet so if anything my newer art is gonna be a tad messier than I'd like but yeah love u

Srry for the lack of new art and not replying to comments been having some episodes and breaking down alot and I have to get it under control and I'll be kinda limited cuz its hard to make stuff lying on a bed so ive just been posting older stuff but ill try to make some stuff but just know I have read all of them and just a big thnk you for the um love??

Hey again just wanna apologize for everything been a bit better but this will take some time I'm kinda limited rn so I won't be able to make a whole lot of stuff but we'll see. Also I kinda ruined it all but hope u can forgive me

Anyways yeah dont drink too much lean its not fun

Bye

again

I know I know im an idiot

I'll post/make some more art pieces but my mind is at it again just wanna thank you for supporting me to show show what I had left and sorry yet again for doing this I suck ha ha.

As I mentioned tho this account was made in a way as a last hurrah before my time runs out so....hurrah I guess. anyways

If I fail at it again youll see me back here

..again.... dunno how long tho also no changing accounts again

but If not and i give in well thank you all for your kindness forgiveness and for giving me a second and last chance to be with u all and helping me rediscover my love for art and sparking my drive to create it was fun :) I'll try to make as much art as I can before I try to leave this plane of existence

To everyone that's seen this shit again I'm truly sorry for this weak display of idk

Just thnks guys

Love u all

Almost done with Probably my biggest/ longest timed art to date hopefully you will enjoy it :)