Srry for my art recently just feeling absolutely disgusted with myself I don't know how to deal with stuff I guess I'm just at my end

Anyways thnks

FlowerPuke

Just wanna apologize for not responding to ur lovely messages and comments I just get nervous and it takes my nucleus a lot of energy to write back (even though I'm writing this and making art :P) i don't know why it happens but ill try so sorry for if u get notifications and it's just a lot of my replies, again thank you for your support it's means a lot especially right now

Love, FlowerPuke

My bonez

But im back from sludge-ville and I wanna try a lil more before I die lol

I'm gonna finish an art trade and some qna stuff and after who knows

Thnks for sticking around

Kinda gotten bad again and had a break down but im working on it srry for taking a while to finish new actual art stuff but hopefully soon

So I got out and am a lil better now but I got surprised with a lil babi doge and I don't know what to feel so I just cried.

Ngl I feel like I don't deserve him and wanna die but I also don't want to now cuz I wanna see him grow. After I got stung by a bee and it's official I hate and am scared of bees/wasps now. And idk I just feel too much I'm gonna throw up.

And I don't know what to name this lil pup

That's it's thanks for coming to my Ted talk <3

More art soon

About leaving

I didn't realize how much I might have ruined this new account i meant to just post art and spread happiness but guess it caused more harm with my negativity i didnt mean to make yall worry (not that you did cuz who would) but srry .

Months ago i tired to end my life..again but in the process I got banged up and just kinda ruined a lot of my life in more ways than one, kinda paying the price now being unable to create art as much and ruined my relationship with the only person who cared about me but kinda just Healing now physically tho my mind remains the same after all that . Anyways just wanted to say thank you for just sticking around i pushed too many people away already and being back here it feels nice and makes me wanna try to make something nice for once

Also I'd like to apologize for not responding to comments left on my "art" and stuff. But probably in a bit you guys will get a lot of notifications as I catch up on doing just that. I just get overwhelmed and shut down? I guess idk maybe I just get nervous but ill try. And sorry for the strange constant flow of old art I've just decided to erase my old account and just stick to this one so that's why.

Anyways 2 Long didn't read am I right ;P but love u all never thought so many people would think I'd be worth paying attention to

Anywho *digital scribble noises*

<3

Kinda able to draw more now that my body is recovering so hopefully I'll get sum qn a stuff done, I can't really do nice stuff yet so if anything my newer art is gonna be a tad messier than I'd like but yeah love u

Srry for the lack of new art and not replying to comments been having some episodes and breaking down alot and I have to get it under control and I'll be kinda limited cuz its hard to make stuff lying on a bed so ive just been posting older stuff but ill try to make some stuff but just know I have read all of them and just a big thnk you for the um love??

Ello just wanted to say thank u for 800+ followers ngl thats pretty cool ive only had like idk 5 people irl see my art so 800+ is crazy and tho I haven't done anything new in a bit I hope once I do that you'll enjoy it,

Thanks for seeing something in my weird drawings <3

Hey again just wanna apologize for everything been a bit better but this will take some time I'm kinda limited rn so I won't be able to make a whole lot of stuff but we'll see. Also I kinda ruined it all but hope u can forgive me

Anyways yeah dont drink too much lean its not fun